Come one, come all, step right up!
All ye millions who doth readeth me bloggle, I do decree that I hath granted me boyfrand to post upon my good bloggle. Share the wealth!
He maketh thee best eggeths of scrambleton in all ye merry world!
Showing posts with label boyfriend. Show all posts
Showing posts with label boyfriend. Show all posts
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Boyfrand
Hear ye, hear ye!
Come one, come all, step right up!
All ye millions who doth readeth me bloggle, I do decree that I hath granted me boyfrand to post upon my good bloggle. Share the wealth!
He maketh thee best eggeths of scrambleton in all ye merry world!
Come one, come all, step right up!
All ye millions who doth readeth me bloggle, I do decree that I hath granted me boyfrand to post upon my good bloggle. Share the wealth!
He maketh thee best eggeths of scrambleton in all ye merry world!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
i am trying to be coherent yet expansive, as i am vast
NOW went away at 1:13:25 PM.
Illinoisemaker (7:02:49 PM): joel
NOW (7:03:03 PM): yes
Illinoisemaker (7:03:05 PM): ihave found you
NOW (7:03:17 PM): you have. how about that!
Illinoisemaker (7:03:22 PM): i have never been this fucked up
NOW (7:03:33 PM): but you're typing just fine
Illinoisemaker (7:03:41 PM): part of me is okay
Illinoisemaker (7:03:44 PM): this is hard
Illinoisemaker (7:03:47 PM): i have hiccups
Illinoisemaker (7:04:19 PM): i dont want reality to come back
Illinoisemaker (7:04:31 PM): i want to tell you my secret
NOW (7:05:13 PM): you and your secrets.
NOW (7:05:32 PM): are you sure you don't want to wait until you're head is a little more clear?
Illinoisemaker (7:05:39 PM): yeah
Illinoisemaker (7:05:48 PM): i want to wait
Illinoisemaker (7:06:06 PM): i threw up a lot
NOW (7:06:24 PM): that sucks. drugs tend to do that...
Illinoisemaker (7:06:51 PM): i just want hiccups to go away
NOW (7:07:41 PM): try holding your breath?
Illinoisemaker (7:08:16 PM): i wanna be with you
NOW (7:09:30 PM): perhaps later?
Illinoisemaker (7:09:42 PM): ok
Illinoisemaker (7:09:54 PM): i'm just scared
Illinoisemaker (7:10:04 PM): of reality
Illinoisemaker (7:10:06 PM): and drugs
Illinoisemaker (7:10:07 PM): and both
NOW (7:11:35 PM): in general, or just because of the trip?
Illinoisemaker (7:11:46 PM): trip
Illinoisemaker (7:13:21 PM): l am in a dream
Illinoisemaker (7:13:32 PM): I am weary
Illinoisemaker (7:14:01 PM): I am in a black hole
NOW (7:14:10 PM): hmm
NOW (7:14:19 PM): at least you didn't do ketamine
Illinoisemaker (7:14:36 PM): what is that
NOW (7:14:55 PM): a tranqualizer, i think
NOW (7:14:57 PM): for animals
NOW (7:15:02 PM): "special K"...
Illinoisemaker (7:15:04 PM): ohhh
NOW (7:15:28 PM): when you take it, you drop into the K hole
Illinoisemaker (7:15:52 PM): yes
NOW (7:16:26 PM): http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/ketamine/ketamine.shtml
Illinoisemaker (7:19:45 PM): shit is crazy
Illinoisemaker (7:20:42 PM): life is a big piece of artwork
NOW (7:21:00 PM): hm
NOW (7:21:09 PM): how long ago did you take that stuff?
Illinoisemaker (7:21:26 PM): 4:30
NOW (7:30:05 PM): ah. sorry, my brain is not on today
Illinoisemaker (7:36:09 PM): nor is mine
Illinoisemaker (7:53:59 PM): giyhglh
NOW (7:54:12 PM): oh?
Illinoisemaker (7:54:43 PM): i am lost
Illinoisemaker (7:54:55 PM): in myself
Illinoisemaker (7:56:20 PM): i am so confused
NOW (7:56:24 PM): maybe you need to focus on other things?
Illinoisemaker (7:56:41 PM): i just want to not exist
Illinoisemaker (7:56:51 PM): or be with you
NOW (7:56:53 PM): noooo
NOW (7:56:56 PM): please exist
Illinoisemaker (7:57:01 PM): i do
Illinoisemaker (7:57:18 PM): i want you near me
Illinoisemaker (7:58:22 PM): i'm sick of life
Illinoisemaker (7:58:26 PM): i just want to be
NOW (8:00:02 PM): well, then be. if you can't change things, you can at least change your approach or your outlook...
Illinoisemaker (8:00:27 PM): i look out
Illinoisemaker (8:00:39 PM): i see you
NOW (8:01:45 PM): my mind is fried right now
Illinoisemaker (8:01:52 PM): why
NOW (8:02:03 PM): I need to get back to my music but I just can't seem to think clearly or much at all
NOW (8:02:11 PM): I'm not really sure
Illinoisemaker (8:02:32 PM): we must unite
Illinoisemaker (8:02:39 PM): unify
Illinoisemaker (8:02:51 PM): make right from wrong\
NOW (8:04:08 PM): oh, how so?
Illinoisemaker (8:05:22 PM): i will tell you in person
NOW (8:05:27 PM): hm
NOW (8:06:08 PM): you're just trying to get me to come pick you up, aren't you
Illinoisemaker (8:06:34 PM): i have absolutely no motives
NOW (8:06:45 PM): orly?
Illinoisemaker (8:06:49 PM): yeah
NOW (8:06:51 PM): not even one?
Illinoisemaker (8:07:01 PM): except that i have to tell you the secret
NOW (8:07:16 PM): right. how big of a secret is this?
Illinoisemaker (8:07:37 PM): i think you know it
NOW (8:07:54 PM): well it wouldn't be much of a secret
NOW (8:07:57 PM): if i knew it
Illinoisemaker (8:08:05 PM): i haven't spoken it
NOW (8:08:09 PM): true
Illinoisemaker (8:09:38 PM): i'm frightened
NOW (8:09:48 PM): of what?
Illinoisemaker (8:10:18 PM): my future
NOW (8:11:10 PM): just by knowing what to do with it, or something in particular that you're anticipating?
Illinoisemaker (8:11:54 PM): i am afraid of upcoming events and also the unknown
NOW (8:12:21 PM): hmm
NOW (8:12:26 PM): care to elaborate?
NOW (8:12:45 PM): or should I ask later?
Illinoisemaker (8:13:32 PM): the end of school. summer. the end of this trip. reality approaching. telling my parents. getting help. figuring things out. returning to the real world.
Illinoisemaker (7:02:49 PM): joel
NOW (7:03:03 PM): yes
Illinoisemaker (7:03:05 PM): ihave found you
NOW (7:03:17 PM): you have. how about that!
Illinoisemaker (7:03:22 PM): i have never been this fucked up
NOW (7:03:33 PM): but you're typing just fine
Illinoisemaker (7:03:41 PM): part of me is okay
Illinoisemaker (7:03:44 PM): this is hard
Illinoisemaker (7:03:47 PM): i have hiccups
Illinoisemaker (7:04:19 PM): i dont want reality to come back
Illinoisemaker (7:04:31 PM): i want to tell you my secret
NOW (7:05:13 PM): you and your secrets.
NOW (7:05:32 PM): are you sure you don't want to wait until you're head is a little more clear?
Illinoisemaker (7:05:39 PM): yeah
Illinoisemaker (7:05:48 PM): i want to wait
Illinoisemaker (7:06:06 PM): i threw up a lot
NOW (7:06:24 PM): that sucks. drugs tend to do that...
Illinoisemaker (7:06:51 PM): i just want hiccups to go away
NOW (7:07:41 PM): try holding your breath?
Illinoisemaker (7:08:16 PM): i wanna be with you
NOW (7:09:30 PM): perhaps later?
Illinoisemaker (7:09:42 PM): ok
Illinoisemaker (7:09:54 PM): i'm just scared
Illinoisemaker (7:10:04 PM): of reality
Illinoisemaker (7:10:06 PM): and drugs
Illinoisemaker (7:10:07 PM): and both
NOW (7:11:35 PM): in general, or just because of the trip?
Illinoisemaker (7:11:46 PM): trip
Illinoisemaker (7:13:21 PM): l am in a dream
Illinoisemaker (7:13:32 PM): I am weary
Illinoisemaker (7:14:01 PM): I am in a black hole
NOW (7:14:10 PM): hmm
NOW (7:14:19 PM): at least you didn't do ketamine
Illinoisemaker (7:14:36 PM): what is that
NOW (7:14:55 PM): a tranqualizer, i think
NOW (7:14:57 PM): for animals
NOW (7:15:02 PM): "special K"...
Illinoisemaker (7:15:04 PM): ohhh
NOW (7:15:28 PM): when you take it, you drop into the K hole
Illinoisemaker (7:15:52 PM): yes
NOW (7:16:26 PM): http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/ketamine/ketamine.shtml
Illinoisemaker (7:19:45 PM): shit is crazy
Illinoisemaker (7:20:42 PM): life is a big piece of artwork
NOW (7:21:00 PM): hm
NOW (7:21:09 PM): how long ago did you take that stuff?
Illinoisemaker (7:21:26 PM): 4:30
NOW (7:30:05 PM): ah. sorry, my brain is not on today
Illinoisemaker (7:36:09 PM): nor is mine
Illinoisemaker (7:53:59 PM): giyhglh
NOW (7:54:12 PM): oh?
Illinoisemaker (7:54:43 PM): i am lost
Illinoisemaker (7:54:55 PM): in myself
Illinoisemaker (7:56:20 PM): i am so confused
NOW (7:56:24 PM): maybe you need to focus on other things?
Illinoisemaker (7:56:41 PM): i just want to not exist
Illinoisemaker (7:56:51 PM): or be with you
NOW (7:56:53 PM): noooo
NOW (7:56:56 PM): please exist
Illinoisemaker (7:57:01 PM): i do
Illinoisemaker (7:57:18 PM): i want you near me
Illinoisemaker (7:58:22 PM): i'm sick of life
Illinoisemaker (7:58:26 PM): i just want to be
NOW (8:00:02 PM): well, then be. if you can't change things, you can at least change your approach or your outlook...
Illinoisemaker (8:00:27 PM): i look out
Illinoisemaker (8:00:39 PM): i see you
NOW (8:01:45 PM): my mind is fried right now
Illinoisemaker (8:01:52 PM): why
NOW (8:02:03 PM): I need to get back to my music but I just can't seem to think clearly or much at all
NOW (8:02:11 PM): I'm not really sure
Illinoisemaker (8:02:32 PM): we must unite
Illinoisemaker (8:02:39 PM): unify
Illinoisemaker (8:02:51 PM): make right from wrong\
NOW (8:04:08 PM): oh, how so?
Illinoisemaker (8:05:22 PM): i will tell you in person
NOW (8:05:27 PM): hm
NOW (8:06:08 PM): you're just trying to get me to come pick you up, aren't you
Illinoisemaker (8:06:34 PM): i have absolutely no motives
NOW (8:06:45 PM): orly?
Illinoisemaker (8:06:49 PM): yeah
NOW (8:06:51 PM): not even one?
Illinoisemaker (8:07:01 PM): except that i have to tell you the secret
NOW (8:07:16 PM): right. how big of a secret is this?
Illinoisemaker (8:07:37 PM): i think you know it
NOW (8:07:54 PM): well it wouldn't be much of a secret
NOW (8:07:57 PM): if i knew it
Illinoisemaker (8:08:05 PM): i haven't spoken it
NOW (8:08:09 PM): true
Illinoisemaker (8:09:38 PM): i'm frightened
NOW (8:09:48 PM): of what?
Illinoisemaker (8:10:18 PM): my future
NOW (8:11:10 PM): just by knowing what to do with it, or something in particular that you're anticipating?
Illinoisemaker (8:11:54 PM): i am afraid of upcoming events and also the unknown
NOW (8:12:21 PM): hmm
NOW (8:12:26 PM): care to elaborate?
NOW (8:12:45 PM): or should I ask later?
Illinoisemaker (8:13:32 PM): the end of school. summer. the end of this trip. reality approaching. telling my parents. getting help. figuring things out. returning to the real world.
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